May kasalanan na naman ako sa BF ko. huhuhu
Kasalanan ng alak to.
After some hours have passed na nalasing ako with my friend gumana ulit ang drive ko to taste anyone na gusto ko tikman.
I know it wasn't good nor acceptable.
I made a choice. A choice under the influence of liquor.
overwhelmed by the spirit of GSM blue, sakto nagtext itong mokong na to na wala daw siyang ksama sa place niya.
i'll call him Anton. ako naman lumapit sa palay.
Tumuka. I said yes, punta ako jan sa place mo pero walang makakaalam ha. (kasi my BF and Anton knows each other). But I don't know if Anton had sensed na kami nung BF ko.
Yes, I have a BF, pero bakit ganun nagawa ko magtaksil. huhuhuhu.. I am so sorry BF ko...
Ayun, Anton and I, had little chats sa veranda then kissed and held each others' hard cocks..
Pero may tao pala sa 2nd floor nila (boarding house din pala kasi)... we turned off the lights, and the dark devoured our horny bodies.
He wanted me to blow his cock, but I said let's do 69, para patas.
HE said no. I insisted. So he blew me first for 10 seconds.
And i returned the favor. and alternately we savoured each other's rod.
He was about to cum and so he pushed his cock beyond my throat.
Huli nanung ako ay magbackout. pumutok na katas niya. but good thing i didn't swallowed his juice.
and my turn, i jacked off and exploded in his tongue.. but he was so alert that he pulled away..
After that, it seemed that darkness didn't really devoured me, it's guilt.
huhuhu, I fuckin hate myself that night.. hanggang ngayon... nagsisisi ako...
Buti madaling pakiusapan si Anton to keep it a secret, kung hindi lagot ako.
I promise myself not to get drunk na. ayaw ko na magtaksil, ayaw kong lamunin ako ng konsensya ko na halos gusto ko na lang maglaho..
And from the moment i stepped out from Anton's gate, I wished it was just a nightmare...
but then, i guess i must supress the memory. And let it go. Nanagyari na eh.
Hindi na mauulit.