Friday, April 22, 2011

Ang pinagsisihang blowjob

May kasalanan na naman ako sa BF ko. huhuhu

Kasalanan ng alak to.

After some hours have passed na nalasing ako with my friend gumana ulit ang drive ko to taste anyone na gusto ko tikman.

I know it wasn't good nor acceptable.

I made a choice. A choice under the influence of liquor.

overwhelmed by the spirit of GSM blue, sakto nagtext itong mokong na to na wala daw siyang ksama sa place niya.

i'll call him Anton. ako naman lumapit sa palay.

Tumuka. I said yes, punta ako jan sa place mo pero walang makakaalam ha. (kasi my BF and Anton knows each other). But I don't know if Anton had sensed na kami nung BF ko.

Yes, I have a BF, pero bakit ganun nagawa ko magtaksil. huhuhuhu.. I am so sorry BF ko...

Ayun, Anton and I, had little chats sa veranda then kissed and held each others' hard cocks..

Pero may tao pala sa 2nd floor nila (boarding house din pala kasi)... we turned off the lights, and the dark devoured our horny bodies.

He wanted me to blow his cock, but I said let's do 69, para patas.

HE said no. I insisted. So he blew me first for 10 seconds.

And i returned the favor. and alternately we savoured each other's rod.

He was about to cum and so he pushed his cock beyond my throat.

Huli nanung ako ay magbackout. pumutok na katas niya. but good thing i didn't swallowed his juice.

and my turn, i jacked off and exploded in his tongue.. but he was so alert that he pulled away..

After that, it seemed that darkness didn't really devoured me, it's guilt.

huhuhu, I fuckin hate myself that night.. hanggang ngayon... nagsisisi ako...

Buti madaling pakiusapan si Anton to keep it a secret, kung hindi lagot ako.

I promise myself not to get drunk na. ayaw ko na magtaksil, ayaw kong lamunin ako ng konsensya ko na halos gusto ko na lang maglaho..

And from the moment i stepped out from Anton's gate, I wished it was just a nightmare...

but then, i guess i must supress the memory. And let it go. Nanagyari na eh.

Hindi na mauulit.

15 comments:

  1. Give it time and then tell your BF the truth -and- your oath of fidelity. Hopefully he'll understand...:)

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  2. @spiral Prince, i am so afraid.. huhuhuhu, takot ako na iwan nya ako...

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  3. bike, wag mo muna sabihin. kung ngayon ngayon lang nangyari to, mainit pa masyado ang sitwasyon. tsempohan mo rin yung BF mo. kasi kahit love dapat may timing rin. be good na kasi. kaya mo yan. :D

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  4. @master salamat sa payo, hindi ko tlga sasabihin.. napagisipan ko,,, since ndi nmn nagtsitsismis si anton,, and i hope so.. :)

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  5. last advice ko sa iyo tungkol sa issue na ito bike, sabi nga sa Little Black Book na kakapanood ko lang kaninang tanghali, "Omission is betrayal".
    Ayokong hindi mo sasabihin, tsumempo ka lang. Kasi kung hindi sasabihin ang lahat sa BF mo in time, ibig sabihin may hinihintay kang iba na pagsasabihan. Hindi siya ang the one. Love you bike. Safe sex lagi! :D

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  6. ok, im sorry for my first comment here ata eh eto pa masasabi ko.

    What you did is stupid. If you really love your man, maski lango ka pa sa alak, you will never think of other men, let alone taste it.

    Sorry, but I think, liqour is too much abused as an excuse of infidelity.

    I dumped my ex for having that excuse when I found out what he did. The reason is too shallow. But it's just me. Pero malay mo iba ang thinking ng bf mo.

    I say do not tell your bf. Wish ko rin lang na hindi sabihin ni Anton. What your bf doesn't know will not hurt him. Just make sure that it will never happen again.

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  7. aw.. its pleasuring to read but the truth remains na malaking kasalanan ang pagtikim ng iba pag nasa relationship. hindi lang dahil sa kasalanan na yun on its own pero dahil dito rin pwedeng mag-ugat ang trust issues at pagsasawa. hindi naman ako nag-huhugas kamay pero i've experienced that and i think i just ought to say that.

    hehe epal lang po..

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  8. wag mo na sabihin pero wag mo na rin ulitin.

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  9. @Guyrony, opo, ako ay nagkasala huhuhu

    @Master, labyutu haha, ayaw ko po tlga sabhin senxa na.. laking gulo to eh

    @Lalaking Palaban, yah i will make sure di n ako nagtataksil :)

    @green breaker, salamat sapagshare ng piece of ur experience hehe,, tama, dapat kung titikim n din lng wag un kilala nyo preho ng bf mo LOL

    @MkSurf8 , tama ka.,chek!

    @Viktor Saudad, tama,, kya ngaun dapat drink moderatel;y hahaha... ok lng magapang kesa ang gumapang LOL

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  10. Nanalo si Manny! Sorry random... :D

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  11. magmumukha akong kunsitidora pero, kung alam mo naman pala na mali, wag mu nalang ulitin. Tama! wag nalang magpakalasing para wag maging drastic! =D

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  12. @Master, hahaha,, random nga

    @wilberchie, hihihi naulit na naman pero with a stranger... at least yun walanh connection sa Bf ko hihihi

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  13. naku, may pinatay na dahil sa kataksilan. Wag muna mag jump six feet under. Wag mag commit pag di kaya

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